since friday\saturday with huge tummyaches
today i fainted at the supermarket
and now i have a high fever
well then. that’s just dandy
vee off to rest. cya
i wish i could just skip this whole next week.
i really need\want none of it.
very sad
mom called me, and told me the swallow died today.
the weather here changed super suddenly and it got very cold, and the bird got very weak and cold (also it didn’t want to eat) even though mom did her best at keeping it warm and trying to feed it. she woke up today and the swallow was dead.
sigh. it seemed to be getting well, until the weather got worse.
tries to understand the “why”s and “how”s of my school & teachers.
computer says no.
the weather is awful x 9349722895. it’s raining SO much. it’s SO windy. and i have to go out and catch the train to go to school and have JOURNALISM……
i still have no idea why i have this class.
i still have no idea why EVERYTHING.
gonna slap my life like the little bitch it is.
going crazy with school hahahahefjhdgsdfghelpme
aaahhhh my holga arrived today jdjkfhdg 
lil baby
thinking about my life\emotions\feelings and expressing myself through a crappy gif drawn with the touchpad
recently i bought new bracelets (which is very rare), and i’m completely in love with all of them.
ahhh. babies.
went crazy and ordered a Holga 120 Pinhole camera from the lomography website
i’ve been wanting a new camera for a while, and they gave me a discount too so eff, why the hell not.
I have a fisheye camera and an actionsampler, but i don’t really have a ‘normal lense’ camera
i’m so excited now, wheeze
i really freaking miss playing with cameras
